Hi, How Are You?

wake up my dear

maybe youll see what I see

open your eyes

im sitting here waiting for you

let them shower your bed

its growing colder

the light is starting to thin

just let me hold you

in my arms again

in my arms again

in my arms again

they say help is not possible

but im here patiently waiting

for you.

ive got somewhat of a shiver going down my spine

not a real one but yet think of it as a mental shiver

this really makes no sense to anyone except me

its been a while since ive done this. im not sad about it.

what im trying to display here is that i am happy

the sense of feeling is to be alive

the “shiver” explains that emotions are real.

i am real. the pain was gone. 

i dont think of anyone as special anymore. 

i think of them as just a surround sound friendly people

no one to be with but someone to confide in.

lately ive been stuck between two different people

i only met her a few weeks ago 

ive know him for four years.

hes one of my best friends while she is someone i deeply care for.

why?

have i changed?

she made me feel miserable and still i associate myself with her

he was one of the people who was there for me

yet he ditches me for something else. 

do i like her as much as i think?

do i value my friendship with him a lot?

both. 

ill get out of this depressive phase im in. 

well, ive done it before.

Long ago I was trying

To keep my head afloat 

But now I’ve gotten up

And I’ll raise my glass to everyone who’s been there for me when I couldn’t reach home

I’m really fine,but she won’t hear it

She’s welcome to stay as long as she can

True Love Will Find You In the End